I want to spend a few blogs to take you through the last few months of my life. God has been revealing a lot to me and I want to share just a bit, for what it’s worth. But one thing I want you to know is that through this season, one thing has never changed…THE NATURE AND CHARACTER OF GOD. My vision may be a bit foggy from time to time, but who my spirit knows He is and who He is has never changed…I’ve simply been through different seasons. And that is why I follow Him…He is undeniably the most reliable person and is forever unfailing! Though my mind may not always understand what is going on, my spirit reminds me that He is what this life is about!
During church a few weeks ago we began to sing the song Hosanna, a song released from my mouth a million times, but this time was different…clearly the Holy Spirit was ready to reveal something more. It’s a part that I have totally sang at the top of my lungs before and wholeheartedly meant (to the best of my knowledge) what I was singing…truthfully, I did. But did I ever stop for a moment and ask God what He meant by those words? Stop for a moment and take my spin off things and ask Him what His spin was? NOPE, not until this day, not until I was literally physically heavy with the weight these words carry!
I couldn’t help but to stop singing, I had to grasp what I was releasing. As I heard the rest of the congregation sing, “Heal my heart and make it clean” I began to realize there was NOTHING clean about these words, they were pure, but far from neat and tidy. I felt the Lord say, “Do you really want this?” Throwing caution to the wind and knowing deep down, I said, “Yes Lord.”
……..HELLO…wake up Taryn….lol!
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Haha love it. I say YES Lord too!
hy Taryn,
Nice to hear from you again. I wondered if you and Rocio have been able to keep in touch like before…I heard you’d be working for a gym? how cool! I love it! It is my favorite job!
I think that is cool the way you write…you have a gift there ;0)
I praise God and thank Him for His love for you and your respond to it. HOSANNA! ALELUYA! AMEN…he is lord! He is risen! he is who he says he is and more! We ‘ll keep learning more and more about Him … w/out ceasing for eternity…
we are so rich
so fortunate
and it is so cool seeing young adults of this time being in love of God when the world seems to be upside down…
when others are blind
it is refreshing to see His Holy Spirit moving and opening
and making us aware of the wonder of life in HIM.
No dull moment with HIm
so many surprises
and everty thing He works it for good
and has a purpose
and we are part of it…
how cool! Angels in heaven applauding when we say YES LORD….
keep heaven applauding!
love you!
xo